You Are Alone

Assimilated of a brighter future
No community can share my wreath
Stunned by the ones I loved
The pain can only be eternal

Only those who have seen the light
Can stand alone in comfort
Silence is man's best friend
Only if you let it

I look at clouds in search of rain
Saved by the abysmal dwellings
These hopes I keep I keep alive
For another day in heaven

Come down when the rivers run dry
Laugh forever when criticized
Being alone in suffering
Is nothing compared to me

Staving Off Infinity

There is but a micro second in the grand scheme of life
Where you feel totally in line with the cosmos
Everything is perfectly executed and you know
That you will win every war you wage

As the trombones play their mellow tune
I know that these tidings cannot last
Because everything beautiful is destroyed
But fear and the lack of understanding

The bliss of comprehension
Does not dawn for all
And if it dawns on you
Seize it for all its worth

When the tides go out
They will take with it you and I
Lost beyond the gravest stars in the night sky
I find but oblivion on your lips

Daylight - Poems from 20131103 to 20140108

The Mist – 20140108 1110

Shading across the vision

The fog that smothers hope

It brings with it a wisp of melody

A song from the past that haunts the future

You stand on the shores of the fallen

The land that’s divided for the rich and poor

This silly idea that having money

Makes you wealthy

When you take the high roads up

Keep singing the trails forward

The stars that make it simple for me

An easy answer in the storm of complexity

When I take myself away

Will you still be standing here?

I only hope that you have felt an inkling

Of the joy I see you

Singing Winds – 20140107 2020

You are the wisp bleeding out my veins

The corsair sabotaging my mental clarity

Sitting on the line waiting for the party

Of one coming down my way

I watch your reflection in the sky

As you look down on me from heavens

The firmaments that slide across

The black canvas that is infinite

Your heart dawns upon the mountains

That I subside in and watch

In hopes of catching a glimpse

Or a wisp of your divinity

Yours is the call I listen for

Out beneath the ocean schools

Yours is the breath I breathe for

Above the deep blue sky

I see your heart singing in the wind

I blow a sigh of relief

When you turn and I see you are fine

Your laugh is as glorious as the sunshine

Waiting By – 20140106 2206

It’s ten o clock and no reply

I wait for that reply to come

I can’t wait to see what you feel inside

But it’s always heart breaking

Not because it’s sad

But because I know you don’t feel the same

My anxiety, my drug of choice

All comes to fruition when you speak

You’re the one thing I cannot rely on

But you are the only thing I can count on

To make me happy

Because it’s just the way I fall down

You’re the one that makes me fall

Draw my breath right out of my lungs

There is only one thing I can do

And that is wait for you

Drapery – 20140106 2203

We drape the sins of the orchid

That has descended upon mirth

We wept for the thousand suns

That perished in our awakening

The hateful titration

That weeps into the system

Bleeding the purple in the water

Potassium

Crumbles – 20140105 0911

The years have marked their distance

By way of making things stranger

The tears have left their watermark

Undulating over the soul

I’ve found out that it’s almost a decade

Since you last spoke to me

I wade through the fields looking

To hold onto, something eternal

It ripped across my broken back

The arc rising far above the scintillating sun

With her promises of life

And the lost years we spent apart

Come time to fold the grief

Marching our egos across the desert

Dragging our fingers by the cart

Heading out to no where

Our Matters – 20140104 1835

You, know, he’s, lost

Burned beyond the forest graves

The fires that wanted to leech

The life force of the sun

We cascaded down the rivers

Where the moon nearly touched the floor

Backed out of the promised states

These wars we fight till end

You know the dreams that while us away

From the hands that grasp the straws to reach

The sun for the freedom we all want

We roared at the gods who begged our trust

Pushing through the ultimate wreaths

We ascended the thrones that sought to weep us

Dragging steps two by three descended

The graves destroying the epitaphs

You know the dreams that keep us safe

Within this realm of iron caspesages

The iron wreaths that keep us chained

These mammals grinding the old stone mill

You know she is lost

She has been burned for so long

So had forgotten what it was like

To be cold

You know he is lost

He has been lied to for so long

He has now become

The deceiver

When you believe the lies you are told

The cross lines that seek to trap your time

They intersect your fears with love

And thread them out to sea

Cross stepped jagged wreath surrounding your own sun

Stopped down dropped by shores kicked out

Breathing bound by shredded woes

Nearest harken sleeps to cry

We sought the sun that passed our wreaths

Their hearts across our paths

Bathing deep the grievous wounds

The sections we revised to breach

Tortured thee as two apart

We cannot be as one

Your heart is a burden I cannot bear

Because I cannot confide in you

Your hearts entombed in the wanderer

He has sojourned far

Your heart cannot chase the drifting winds

For nothing contains them

Opening the box it dawned eternal

The grief for none to share

The tags they tinker one by one

Drawing me deep, backwards

The Wanderer – 20140104 1535

He was wandering

He was lost

Through the coroners alley

It was dark

He was not shivering

But the years had passed him by

Through the mud

He dragged his shoes

Unable to stay on one discipline

Broken down

Sawn apart

No more dawns to watch

Reconnaissance – 20140103 2157

We waded far out through the fields

The tenants of our postulate

Drowning in the suns above

We waited deep into the night

The carcass buried so far down

We’ve forgotten who it was that died

On the fringe of tactile sense

An entity we can’t touch or feel

Sliding along the needles edge

The tip is at the end of earth

Stumbling down the

This farce has clawed us almost to death

Further out beyond the hills

There lies deep unexplored territories

Grandiose chambers, novel treats

We fade into the blur

Altar – 20130102 2136

You yourself will break the Titan’s back

Your steed your own soul

Taking down the unchained beast

Your heart will ride divinity

The fields have been sewn with salt

There are no gods here

If you find yourself at peace

Then you are probably dead

The wreaths descend from heaven’s keep

Their hearts ill with malcontent

Even the gods will envy you

Their power making them fear

Taking home in the mountains keep

The snow will bury your dreams

Amber tears cascading down

The reverence of treble sphere peaks

Death Comes Apart – 20140101 2245

We made our way through winter years

For seeing the hells on earth

We bounded arms and legs so hard

They’ve seen the dark of night

I forgot the gods of last year

For this year they have changed

You will see the gods of sleep

They’ll wake you in your dreams

Flying through the masquerades

Filled with broken horse shoe sticks

Sipping on the county juice

Watching the sun come down

The broken backs of a thousand giants

Rest gently on this broken wing

Born aloft the clouds of hymn

Bathing in eternal death

Strong Seam – 20140101 2108

The hollow mirrors shine a light

From a star that is not there

Bound by crosses we nailed up

These throes are ours to keep

Simple is the will of the man runs

At the thought of confrontation

Better to be a slave to your own mind

At least what you think is there

The seas will come to a final day

Where they’ll weep the throes of thousands

Beckoned home by distant calls

A yearning to go home

The tryst we found between land and time

Have met us in this sea of misery

Grasping for a lifeline up

We all end up drowning

Overtime – 20131231 2131

Time is an illusion

Space is time and time is space

The time is now, always forever

There is no other time but now

The thought that we pass from one year to the next

Is a construction in our own minds we make

To differentiate the passage of time from one moment to the next

Since there is only one moment

Forget the resolves

Forget the goals

Forget making this year better

All years are the same and it is now

It’s like one big joke

We including I take too seriously

It’s like everyone in the room

Is pretending this is really serious

One big joke we take too seriously

You ever go to one of those meetings?

Where everyone around the table’s talking about stuff really seriously?

And you just feel like saying – who fucking cares?

What difference does it make?

What gives?

Is this real?

Who are you?

Stand Down – 20131231 1813

Your ego will regret all the decisions

That you have ever made

You will cast aside all your prostrations

To a god that has left you on the side

You will find out that everything in life is free

That there is no will power, no substance

No matter, no conscious mind when you connect

With the infinity that is space

We were bought here to be slaves

Of this dimension for the ones sitting down

We were taught to think for others before ourselves

But we have the stamina for more

When you rise to the occasion

The world will stare you with its weary eyes

They will tell you to stand down

Fight the impulse to oblige

Head Stand – 20131229 1255

Reality can only be experienced

Not understood or explained

All the ways to describe reality

Are descriptions of it

Of course someone who experiences it

Understands it in a way that is different

To people who have not experienced truth

Once you have tapped in, you know it’s there

You don’t need to understand it

To experience it fully either

It’s not like a novel or a piece of technology

In fact knowledge and analysis will get you further away from reality

Reality is about taking away filters

Predispositions, thoughts and ideas

It’s about letting go of everything you’ve ever known

And experiencing what is really here

Before The Seas – 20131228 2243

We waded forward through the breach

To come before our own sins

It swept the joy that resided in our hearts

And turned our breathes to ashes

We crossed these shores to reach a land

A place we could deem home

So far away for these tides to flow

They take us beyond the sea

The grief we lied to ourselves from

Prevented us from shame

In hope to make another sun

We crossed the barren stars

Eerie voices vaunt these walls

Spinning over our heads

Echoing cries from ages past

Breathes of the gods exhaling

Graceful Sins – 20131227 1846

We were so sure when we waded

Through the oceans and back

We looked over our shoulders

To watch the sun set

But no one told us that the light at the end

Was a figment of our lies

No one told us that the emotion of love

Was so far out of reach

We were so sure when we sailed

Through the skies of oblivion

We watched the clouds below

To watch the rain fall

No one told us the dreams of tomorrow

Are but a whimper of the past

Nothing will become of this hour

To forsake an infinity unknown

Para cords – 20131223 1920

I’m not quite sure what they wanted

When they came to take our lands

Was it the bounty of the earth they wanted?

Or simple fulfillment of the soul

The hateful wreaths that spired out

Of the dissent that swept over the masses

The outrage at the forced awakening

Crossed their hearts to make them react

They Left Us – 20131222 2048

Born of winter, upon the dirt ground

Masked by forests, ancient fingers

Keeping the decrepit sins at bay

Listening to the sounds of nature

Passed on by is our gratitude to none

They have given us into this world

With the skin on our backs

Blind in our ignorance for a short time

We thought we could ride the world

For all its winds and glorious heights

Even a little cottage by the wayward side

Sleeping peacefully in the mountains

Sometimes you stumble upon the end

And there is nothing but space beneath you

Beautiful, non-judging, eloquent space

Summarising life in its formation.

Progressing Onwards – 20131220 2318

They sit on their open thrones

Waiting for the sun to set

They comb their silky hair

Like it’s the only thing that matters

I didn’t know that’s how it was meant to be

See I thought things like money mattered

But no one told me, it was the heart

That was the only thing that mattered

They wait on their lavish cars

Sipping on their drive through brew

They swipe and double tap their phones

Like it’s no body’s business

I didn’t know that’s what life was about

See I thought things like status mattered

But no one showed me, it was face to face

That the real transition begins

Sitting On Top – 20131219 2014

The newest roads will lead us there

They will take us away from this mess

The blood that has been shed

The ruins that we have amassed

In this empty shell of a city

The concrete stretches in the sun

As the parchments dry in the winds

They tear themselves to shreds

We walked so far into the grief

We forgot how to retreat

With our heads held high we made

Our ways back home where we belonged

The oldest roads will lead us home

Through the ashes of the empire we worshipped

Despite our history

We were born to be free

The Ancient Glaze – 20131219 1313

The wind swept dust

Carries across the fields

Deserted by the play of child

Clutched by the shielding mother

From the barrens that await us

Striding their ways into us

From the reaches of Saturn

That binds us in his rings

Discarded, they remember not the past

In the present, they think not of the past

Let the seas take them

We don’t need them anymore

Behind the veil

Likes the erased past

Beneath the earth lies

The ancient glaze

Motivations – 20131218 2056

It is not that we hate life

That we jump into the abyss

It is that we love life too much

To not leap in wholeheartedly

Leaves that hurdle us by

When the wind passes them

They are arrested by the beauty of the seasons

That have long been corrupted

I couldn’t see the silence through

You believe that I am weak

I couldn’t break the chains I knew

Would bind me out of reach

There are those moments in the sky

When there is nothing by the air below

And in those seconds of purity

Even the thunder becomes obscured

Weight Of Dawn – 20131217 2211

This morning is too silent

The wind should be blowing

Leaves should be falling

People are meant to be walking

There is nothing though

Not even a crying of a child

The playing of an animal

Even a scream would be better

Torn from my arms

Like the shadow of a martyr

Even living through hell together

Is divine compared to this

There is wind

There is rain

The glass is full again

But you are not here with me

End Of The Line – 20131217 2155

You cast your ambitions into the sun

You wrote your name into the sky

You carved your legacy into her soul

You staged an uprising in her heart

The summer months have drifted past

So long with the cat on the window sill

The paintings of autumn stand still

In reverence to the setting sun

They will tell you you’re done

But I hope you see the journey through

They will tell you that you were wrong

I hope that you will forgive them

When you reach the end

After a million dull moments

You will turn around and see

That she was the one who loved you most

Uncontended – 20131217 1506

We are innocent

There was nothing which bought us here

From the depths of where we emerged

The world is simply not deep enough

We carved our ways

Through the tundras of a broken forest

A concrete mesh of metal and money

From which all impulse is directed

All we’ve spoken about

Still exists in the back and forth

That seeks to divide us today

So that tomorrow will be the same

If you think the same way

Then you will end up in the same position

If you decide to break away

You just might find a world to belong in

I cannot fade the way

That you dissipate

You cannot fade away

Into the aperture of time

Where the past meets the future

Everything continues to erode

Like mountain stones on withered shores

A hope that we could reach

Standing atop the mountains edge

With the fury of the world behind

The divinity opens her mouth

To caress the entirety of your humanity

Side step and counter attack

The premise you’ve been bought up on

Love those that you hate

So that everything will move forward

They let us live our lives asleep

And for so long I was waiting

For some sort of idea that would let me

Breach the space between perception and reality

Losing Sleep - 201312

Sometimes I watch the world

Sometimes I watch myself

Sometimes I lose myself watching the world watch me

I wonder where these tides go

Would they take me out to sea?

I wonder if the tides go out to sea, would they take me where I want to go

If I drowned myself

I know I will regret it

Indecision Again – 20131213

Eight summers past,

Here I am again

On the same onerous thoughts

Given a spoon and a fork

I’m not sure what I’m doing

What do I want?

Electrician or Dietitian

Come downs to me

Poetry books I can do on the side

Music I can produce at home

The houses will build themselves

I don’t need that

I want to lift the burden of the world

Off the weight of others shoulders

They are there for a while, bread baking

Go to open a vegan café.

Spreading food news, to the world

Getting known for clear thought and philosophy

Letting others get to know you

Your talent, what is it

What is that creative spark you can unleash on the world

Play some piano, get what is on your mind out

Build evangelion, how to get there?

Research on food, on proteins, on lab meats

I want to lift the burden of the world.

I want to bring health to as many people as possible in the cheapest way possible. By changing their diet. Opening cafes, selling easy health foods, selling smoothies, pushing fresh produce, frozen produce, dried produce, high carb. Seminars, selling juice products. Ready meals, grains, breads, pastas. Push lean fit high carb people.

Science, food science, food research, food production, agriculture, culinary, nutrition. Food everything about food from production to health science.

The Spires – 20131211 2238

Time tears all things apart

Even those you never thought would

Those ties we were promised, umbilical

Turned out to be ephemeral

The wreaths we shed like autumn leaves

Those that shrouded us like shadows

Begin to wash off in the torrential rains

A dead sky gazes down into us

The merciless battle between titans

Presented in the form of a promise

We took for granted, having been birthed

To a world we sought to set free

Seething blossoms carved their spires

Blundering past the wracks of our forefathers

Deep in the grey sky

We have reached the edge

Outside The Rings – 20131208 2247

Sometimes Saturn’s rings just come around

They float like shockwaves of the stars

Their despair flowing inwards towards the core

They want to constrict

But sometimes they just can’t

You just ask and it will be okay

Money corrupts from within.

The solivagant sleeps on the dirt road.

Breaking The Chains - 20131208 16:56

We waded through the hours on shore

In the destitute of our own nightmares

The stars dimmed at your finger tips

Your voice shattered the glass

That stood between us on these open shores

The crowded waves they crash on down

Through the simplest of nature’s gifts

You cannot maintain the grasp of wind

A hand that draws the sun out

From the clouds

Emboldens men

With the strength of a raging bull

A voice that commands the attention

Of Athena’s vigil

Forces the weak

To become strong at once

At the forefront the winds pick up

They carry their dismays

In the shrouds of smiles and hugs all the way

You have sold yourself into the sea

-

It's okay if they eat lots of meat

They will get sick and die

It's natures way of solving the problem.

Natures resolve

"death is the poor mans doctor"

Left Behind - 20131202 2137

Swallowed by the broken lies

The movement deceives the eyes

The sun has stripped all life away

All that's left to do is decay

Carving tundras wound their way

Through the windy passes of no tomorrow

Bound and dumped on sandy shores

Just waiting for the vultures call

You can bear the winter sun

Brightly on your chest

Your lungs can stifle stringent ways

Like castles built on ocean floors

How can you hate cooking?

Do you hate life as well?

You write

And when people read they your words, they put their own events in

Just like song

She

Once the facade takes shape

It'll turn all your cries of joy

Into mournful lamentations

One day you will become so healthy

You won't even know who you are anymore

See we trudged the edge of the abyss

But when we get pushed in

"Where there are no answers

You have to find your own"

Felt great today.

It's been so long since I've felt this good.

Drifting Seas - 20131118 1521

As we dance

The minutes by

Decrepit tears

Start falling

The dearest dreams will fade

The longest tides will drift

Even the most memorable days

Will be forgotten

As we move

So you and I

Are two as one

In this moment, ending

If I lead then will you stay

Or will you come with me

We have loved what's gone astray

Each and every deed

Us - 20131118 1512

Life is temporary.

Death is permanent.

Ubiquity - 20131117 1650

Probably just today again

That I see you in my waking life

Around the corners in the bends

Of high winds in the skies

Every other moments wreathed

By rushing thoughts of treats

Spiraling winds of fallen leaves

Carried by autumns feet

I would write a pale page

By the moonlight that sins

It's marks tainted by old age

Her sillage hanging in the winds

I see your hand in every thing

My lows and all my highs

Turning my realities into dreams

Overwhelming, the tides

And all those moments that pass away

They become ashes of the past

All those hours wasted in between

Come to little or no fruition

The passage of goodbye is rising

There is little but yearning on the winds

That carry us forth into the future

Beckoning us to fulfill our dreams

But my dreams are in the past

They lay in the lake of regret

That is poured out onto the world

From the longest hours, ambivalent

Just Too Weak - 20131113 1816

Little wonder that the time has passed

You day dreamed for so long for this moment

And you end up beneath the plateau

Not even on the same page

Your very own weakness has taken

Your life away from you

In a coniving subterfuge

A cluster of manic depression

The clock ticks and ticks but you don't react

You are sitting in your very own chair

In your small tiny apartment

Watching the sun set through the glasses of an old man dying

What use is life if you don't live it?

What use is having a crush if you don't talk to her?

What is the wreath of the world at the centre

Of the goddess's chamber upon the epitome of the universe

Finish To Start - 20131113 0257

You've come all the way

By the way you came

All the way to this place

With a place all the way

Do you mind who matters?

Or do you just matter to those who mind?

A twisting spiral of self destruction

Destruction of the self in a twisting spiral

I've seen so many all comers

All comers who come to see

An ego for the resolution

Of the ego they are resolute

Ego is all they see

All they see is ego

Becoming broken as one

Becomes broke from having one

Petrichor - 20131111 1615

The stones that come down on the rain

That blends with the neutral colours of wind

It breathes it's divinity, elegance and simplicity

To bring the scent of earth to our noses

The waiting has deceived us

With its allure of a better future

But fifty years from now when you're sitting alone

What will you think then?

The sun will set

And the rivers run

But if you set down your sun

Your legs will never run

Pervert - 20131111 1238

You're just trying to mask the affront

To your own perverted ways

By saying others will be offended

When you are the one who is already offended

Without You - 20131111 0118

Were I not here to walk this

Road

Were I not here to breath this

Air

Were I not here to feel this

Moment

I could take it and make a

Mould

Of my

Dream life with you by my side

Within

The safety of my imagination

Fading

Gently with my other memories

Turning

Into a myriad of forgotten dreams

Depression is the proof of joy

Just as death is the proof of life

Deliverance - 20131110 0237

I swam out to where the water falls

Deep into the abyss

I ran so hard my lungs bled out

Down the longest roads

I wept for you my dearest love

A memory underneath the waves

Those black tears that wreath my throne

They sing in daunting wisps

Make it a year to remember

Make this a moment you cannot forget

Turn it into an instance of no regret

Just break the light and call

I withered free for the longest years

That a person could ever know

All I wanted was some peace of mind

A place I could call home

MC hotdogs - 離開 English version - 20131109 1713

Chorus 1 -

I am a normal human

I have no strength

I have no confidence

Perhaps I can not show that which is my face

I am afraid of the light outside

To think that I exist is such disgrace

Walking down these roads, I only want to fly

When I raise my head I know god will not abandon me

Leave behind these tears that drag me down

Abandon this road

Abandon this city

Abandon this life

Autumn's End - 20131108

Autumn's rose so splendid

Where decay carves its destiny

Reaching from the troposphere down

Winters revelation

My Life Purpose - 20131112 0414

I want to lift the burden of the world.

I remember saying this back in 2010 after anzbyc. I've fallen off, but now that I'm going vegan,  I feel the energy coming back. I feel like I'm waking up again. I feel like I can carry out my lifes work.

My Life Purpose - 20131107 0208

hmmm...

To go where my soul takes me, encouraging others along the way.

To make others come closer to reality.

To set myself and others free.

To explore, discover, adventure new places.

20131110 1534 -

First things first, to rid the depression

To get healthy, to live and feel completely

She Doesn't Love You - 20131103

She will suck the blood from your veins

She will swollow the dreams from your hearts

She will never support you in your endeavours

And she will laugh at you when you try

She will criticize you when you fail and say 'I knew you would, I told you you would.'

She will mock you with every mistake you make

And she will take all positivity and drive from you and turn it into doubts

She will put down your attempts and grin at your demise

She does not support you in your hopes and ambitions

She does not believe in you.

Dirge Of Winds - 20131106 0428

We had staggered in our footsteps

Trying to catch our breath

The chains of hades drew us in

To the twisting caverns of the abyss

Starving tundras carved their ways

Through the ethereal beauty we once knew

Only bleakness stares us now

With heavens' sillage haunting

Every dream that we had dreamt

Lie desolate in the past

All the songs that we once sung

Have withered down to silence

Wading through the blackened sun

We reached the end of grief

It turned all our cries of joy

Into mournful lamentations

-

The recalcitrant needs that caught our heads

Regret sung in the hanging winds

Hearing lonely melodies

They sink our hearts beneath the soil

The stinging winds that singe our throats

With fires fueled from heaven's keep

In the chamber where she stands

The tears that dye our hunger drive

The winds that sweep the heavens halls

With marble pillars that reach the stars

The chamber where the lady stands

Flow tears that seed our hunger drive

The winds that sweep the firmaments

Blow ghastly in the zealots wake

Fierce is the relentless ladys throes

A heaven's chamber breached

Greylight - 20131106 0156

Griefed beyond all repair

A sin that has been breached

Despair beyond the blackened suns

A life that's all but leeched

The darkest woes that make us run

In turn our secrets keep

The deepest throes that sing our dirge

When hope's beyond our reach

Blackest, blackness, darkness, dark light

Retribution, hatred, anger, listless

Fears, doubts, dirge, lamentations, lament

Weeping, wistful, doubtful, disillusioned

Lied, cries, woes, throes, down

Bleak, empty, sparse, coarse, bitter

Cold, freezing, frozen, wasted

Wasteland, wicked, evil, sinister

Disruptive, dissonance, dissonant

Irradiant, end, despair, bleak, bleakness

Moribund, dying, decrepit, severed

Broken, undermined, angst, scarred

Charred, scorched, burned, destroyed

Incarcerated, affliction, cripple, overwhelm

Destructive, grief, mischief, abomination

Merciless, relentless, reckless, undying

Foul, degenerate, depraved, deprived

Vile, contempt, aggrevate, corrupt

Humiliate, upset, vicious, toxic

Vulgar, misery, disgust, crude, filth

Obscene, gloom, melancholy, sorrow

Remorse, regret, bereave, desolation, desolate

Vexation, hex, wretched, anguish, heartache

Burden, weight, heaviness, choking, choke

Stifle, consequence, bury, shame, inhumane

Pang, heartbreak, depress, depression

Depressive, anxiety, anxious, nervous, scared

Scarred, suffer, suffering, suffered, suffocate

Dull, pity, erode, erosion, weak, weakness

Debilitate, impair, mutilate, disfigure

Torment, torture, rupture, dismember

Paralyze, pyres, wrack, wreck, wrath

Deserted, abandon, abandoned, wither, cold, winter, grey

Adverse, adversary, disdain, arrogance, scrape

Cavity, cavern, emptiness, void, exile, forlorn

Forsaken, disavowed, drear, dread, dreary, grave, downward, fall, fallen

Invader, marauder, invade, genocide

Liasons, epitaph, paragon, epitome, archetype

Your wingspan embraces the universe

An ethereal beauty that annihilates the stars

Bringing the sky unto the verge of toppling

Sending the world into oblivion

You are the fire that lights the skies

Scorching the wings off angels

An epitaph of everything and all that has been

Lining this world with gravestones

Even the greyscale angels will fall in your wake

The tide of apprehension overwhelming their resolve

Irradiate their source of faith

Brining gloom and filth into their desolace

Staged in fear, greed and listlessness

A destructive force of silence

Afflictions rich in every mind,

A suffering earnt in living hell

Pity the pyres weren't lit for us

Instead they wither our resolve

Deserted wombs with wistful thoughts

Wracks that lined the shores

Wretched hands that make you weep

With endless throes of anguish

Degenerate minds that vex your heart

With stifling pangs of sorrow

These walls will write your bleakest dirge

This place will void your heart of hope

And turn all your cries of joy

Into mournful lamentations

Dithered days that turn to years

Our father preached us nought

Wading through the blackened sun

Despair at every fold

The waves are growing steadily

The light is fading rapidly

Hiding away the stillborn night

A moon too faint to shimmer

When your livelihood becomes your listless dues

The days begin to wither

The faint feeling of hope you may have had

Surrenders to the sinking abyss

Starving tundras carved their ways

Through the ethereal beauty we once knew

Only bleakness stares us now

With heavens' sillage haunting

It will wither your will until you are wilted

Without a guide, without some sort of light

This hollow shell will be your tomb

And none will cry your name

If you choose to step inside

It will wither away the light of day

It will turn your cries of joy

Into mournful lamentations

It will blacken the light of day

Listless woes made all too real listless throes

Sinking deeper into the abyss, it will bury your dreams

And turn your cries of joy, into mournful lamentations

It will blacken the light of day

Like arrows that blot out the sun

Bringing dread to waking life

A sign of life that sheers this plain

Coming here will tend your fears

Famish your heart

Turn sour your dreams

And turn your cries of joy into mournful lamentations

Sinking black the light of day

Singing the dirge of surrender

Turning all your cries of joy

Into mournful lamentations

Listless woes that coax our tears

We almost had some hope

Given to the

We've woken to these charred mornings

Our nerves singing with glee the day to come

We put our clothes on and walk the road

In hopes that today won't be so bad

We've reached the end of these blackened stars

Their light shrouds us in their ethereality

Belonging of another world

She takes the sun with her

If you surrender to the sinking abyss

It will wither away the light of day

And turn your cries of joy

Into mournful lamentations

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A sway can subside in a twist

A bow can diverse in a spin

There is no need to panic

If all your needs are met

We've waded in from darker suns

That refuse the light of day

Protruding out of sunken ships

Their masts direct the currents

Seeing as two can play the fold

We've locked down on the breach

Shimmering seas that speak no name

Hepatic in their requeiscence

She wades towards the open seas

Out to find the abyss again

If only I could hold your hand

I'd beg you not to go

Horticultural Rain - 2005. rewrite 2013

The time is past late to reprehend

The coloured pools have already formed

The flowers of vengeance will always bloom

Its seeds do not need soil

Anxiety

Depression an everlasting emotion

They carry me slowly, through the drifting chaos

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The breeze rolls gently amongst the hills

Of the dead that have long moved forward

Into the darkness of night they embrace

Their ever lonely road under the sun

Behind every veil there lies bright green eyes

That peer from amidst the shambling lies

Her hands so soft and fingers so long

It would be sin to occlude them from this song

She travels low and high through the chaos

Setting ashore the night of the cold blue mist

A fog that dims even the brightest of conscience

It is the day that the night wishes to seek

These promises we made so long ago in our naivety

Become washes into the past where light are dim

There creaks the hinges in the cavern of our memories

A pair of young eyes, peering from the abyss

Great Vegan Quotes -

"SHUT UP EAT FRUIT AND DEAL WITH YOUR PROBLEMS" - 40belowfruity, Tara.

Who is 40 below fruity, Open, Honest & Unscripted

"Take fun seriously - if fun right now is smoking and drinking and eating mcdonalds, that's not fun, that's covering up sadness." Kriss Carr - OMG2011!

"Dying early, not being able to fulfill my dreams doesn't scare me.

What scares me is not trying." Kris Carr - Update on crazy sexy cancer. 2013